February 2012
2 posts
iBLOGGED. Again, finally after ages.
MMA is a good training. Okay, I usually start my blog with a totally random and sort of lame intro. Who cares? Its my blog you can get outa here. Yeah, so I feel like being a violent psycho path wanting to hit people in the face but not having the courage to release a Super Saiyan power punch. *If that’s a punch. That refers to those who find an incredible attempt in ruining my ever so...
December 2011
2 posts
October 2011
4 posts
A Girl Named Jillian →
Thanks to our music teacher for this wonderful write up. :)
Part I.
First, I’d like to apologize if I may have offended someone. I’m going to blog this because this is how I feel and I write what I feel and if you don’t like that then hit the [x] buton and get out of my page.
Second, sorry for the harsh words that I may use or the terms that are too provocative for some readers, Im not saying I’m totally unconscious using them but I’m more of just out of control...
September 2011
2 posts
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BEST KISS EVER. I wish they’re still together. :|
August 2011
13 posts
MY LNG WKND.
There are just some things I’m thankful for this week.
1. Nick. He never left me even when he has to go to some place real far; he made me feel his presence.
· For helping me prepare for the damn open house, and
· For taking good care of me when I was almost losing it.
· For bringing me to the doctor who gave me three freakin’ needles to test my bravery, who asked me to...
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Jillian is deaf. :/
Most people go through life dreading they’ll have a traumatic experience. Freaks were born with their trauma. They’ve already passed their test in life. They’re aristocrats. I am one of them.
Today, something pulled me back about half a decade ago. The shock of any trauma, I think changes your life. It’s more acute in the beginning and after a little time you settle back to...
July 2011
8 posts
Best thing I never had.
What goes around comes back around There was a time I thought, that you did everything right No lies, no wrong Boy I, must’ve been outta my mind So when I think of the time that I almost loved you You showed your ass and I saw the real you Thank God you blew it Thank God I dodged the bullet I’m so over you So baby good lookin’ out I wanted you bad I’m so through with it Cuz...
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what's the best thing so far that happened to you?
Being loved by Nick.
Let the Questions Roll! :)
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Favorite Song? I just wanna know.
Buses and Trains
Let the Questions Roll! :)
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mahal mo b siya?
Who?
Let the Questions Roll! :)
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biggest turn-off?
Feeling.
Let the Questions Roll! :)
June 2011
1 post
CHASE
He was a close companion because he provided love, comfort, safety, warmth, happiness, levity, wonder, laughter, and friendship. It was something you know who loves you more than he loves himself. Check on his the moment you open your eyes, you think about him when you are away, and you feel excited to see him on your way home, how you almost sleep together every single night. He’s...
May 2011
3 posts
LOVE.
Love is never love without friendship. Love is everything it’s cracked up to be. It really is worth fighting for, being brave for, risking everything for. We all have our own meaning when it comes to love. But I define love in a way I see myself with one person each and every single day. Nothing means more to me than this.
The only definition of...
April 2011
8 posts
Weekdays wrap up.
Some random Blog:
This is a really lazy morning. I got up at around 630 and Nick is still roaming around dreamland so I had to pull him up, ask him to take a quick shower, and we had breakfast on the go. We grabbed hotdogs mom cooked *literally on the go* and drove to work. I arrived at about 740. Not bad. :>
After our Boracay escapade, I felt like my entire body system has shut down. But I’m...
March 2011
9 posts
SO YES.
I have a problem with letting people in. it’s not that I don’t want to, but my mind is just waiting for the day when my most precious person betrays me…And I know it will tip me off the edge
But love comes; I mean true love comes during the most regular days with the most random people. You just sat in one corner and that person somehow made you feel like you can show the world how bizarre...
WEDNESDAY
Sasha got me sooo good today. Well, except that unanticipated greeting and surplus conversation with my ‘best friend’ this morning. Yeah, smudge the mockery. What a difference one visit makes! Coffee and catch-up moment hmm, never had it this good. Realization from last night as I fell asleep earlier than my usual bedtime: There’s always that one person you will always go back to. Even when you...
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bella..
THINKING OF YOU
Comparisons are easily done once you had a taste of perfection
Like an apple hanging from a tree
I picked the ripest one, I still got the seed.
You said move on where do I go? I guess second best is all I will know
‘Cause when I’m with him I am thinking of you, thinking of you
What do I do if you are the one who was spending the night
I wish I was looking into your eyes.
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KIDNAPPED
Breath-taking. Overlooking view of the Cities of Mandaluyong, Pasig and Manila from Cloud 9 Restaurant in Antipolo City last night. You surprised me Aerosmith. Always. So thank you. :>
“Do you remember all the city lights on the water? You saw me start to believe for the first time.”