Weekdays wrap up.
Some random Blog:
This is a really lazy morning. I got up at around 630 and Nick is still roaming around dreamland so I had to pull him up, ask him to take a quick shower, and we had breakfast on the go. We grabbed hotdogs mom cooked *literally on the go* and drove to work. I arrived at about 740. Not bad. :>
After our Boracay escapade, I felt like my entire body system has shut down. But I’m quite glad that my fitness is improving, in the sense that I can run the distance and do the physique training without complaining. Workout will stop being a torture once summer is over but for now, I really need to tone my muscles and work on my non-existent upper body strength while juggling between work and party, and trying to be a sociable human being.
In other news, today is FRIDAY. Friday, getting down on Friday. Booze. And I thank God for that.
I’m thinking about tomorrow’s photoshoot, who I’m going with tonight to drink and have fun, and relax, thinking about mama’s birthday, who to go with for Holy week’s visita Iglesia, leaving Manila, Summer plans, and a lot more things. My head’s turning into glue and I think it’s going to explode anytime soon.
- DOWNSIDE: I used to have this friend and all of a sudden he started acting weird and I no longer understand him. He admitted he likes me. I told him we should stay friends *because I’m not really attracted to the moron. He started deleting me on facebook. I said, “Well, yeah, fine, whatever. Not my lost.” And then he added me again and I’m like, “What the hell is wrong with you?” all of a sudden he grew bitter and indifferent and I hate it. But I realize, how can I blame him? The boy was hurt, and disappointed. I know exactly how it feels. It’s painful to realize that you prefer NOT to hold on to a certain person anymore. For the fact that if you’ll stay, you will only get hurt everyday. Hmp, life. Am I going to hell for hurting people unintentionally?
- UPSIDE: I miss my hero, Andres. I pray so hard that he gets whatever he wants in life to be happy. That’s all I want to happen to him. And I also pray that he wouldn’t stop me from caring. I couldn’t do that even if I tried. I can’t and I don’t want to be like some of the people in his life who ask him what’s wrong and believe his lies when he say ‘nothing”. I feel sorry that sometimes he gets annoyed with me because I push him to tell me what’s going on.. but at least he’s able to say other than his real friends, he has one person in his life that cares the way I do, I promised him that.
For the most part, I’m just happy and blessed. Family’s great, friends are wonderful, Nick’s the best and God is the awesomest! Love the life you live. <3
